He admitted: 'I'm not going to lie, I think I've well and truly done my time on reality TV, not sure I would do it anymore.' She was the glue that kept everyone together' Gushing over his late grandmother, he said: 'She was absolutely amazing, I was the closest with her. The fitness enthusiast, who is currently single, previously appeared on Love Island not once, but twice, as he became the first former Islander to return as a bombshell during last year's series. I went in to Marie Curie last week and it is sentimental, as soon as I got their I remembered her room.'Īdam is now embarking on the biggest challenge of his career, in a move that will see him give up on reality TV. It's the only person I've lost close to me, I'm probably quite lucky in that way. 'If she was sick she would pretend she was fine and be the life and soul of the party. She was the glue that kept everyone together. 'Now that I am older and have the chance to reflect more, getting older and maybe settling down, she's not going to see the things that you want her to.' 'It sounds really bad but because I was so busy and only 21 and probably a bit of a d**k to be honest and immature, I was distracted in the best way possible because I had to focus on myself. The first time I got upset about it was 2022 when I was on a run and opening up to myself and that's how this whole thing spiralled into my doing this crazy challenge.'

'This is the first time I've processed it as I kind of didn't acknowledge it. Struggle: The Love Island star, 27, discussed 'not acknowledging' the death of his grandmother due to being 'too immature' after leaving the ITV2 show in 2018Īdam continued: 'She passed away the year I came off Love Island the first time, I didn't have the time to process it.

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